is not on my side, or your side, or anyone’s side. time time time, you trickster, you leech, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 2032 and oops i didn’t achieve my goals and dreams and now i’m fifty and i’m older than i’ve ever been and now i’m even older, and the sun is blasting like a rocketship across the sky over and again and trees burst out the soil in green explosions and fall in clouds of sawdust and houses slam themselves together and a hundred and ten million bloody babies scream their way into the world and seventy million corpses melt into dirt and i’m going to work and going to sleep and going to work and going to sleep and going to work and